This will go down as one of those thing you do on a whim that seemed like a good idea until you actually go through it and realize that your justifications for doing it really weren't that good. I like the show "Survivor". Heather and I got hooked on it years ago from the influence of our friends, Doug and Julie Rogers. But the enjoyment has always been in watching the show, at my own house, sitting down in front of a tv. This week I saw an advertisement for Survivor auditions in San Diego and for some reason I could suddenly see myself sitting there on national television, winning challenges, and being the coolest, most likeable member on the cast. If I only had a few minutes to show them who I really was, there would be no way they could turn me down. It turns out that 600 other people in San Diego thought the same thing. But 1 out of 600 still isn't too bad. Multiply that by 15 other cities that they visited, not to mention the thousands of other videos that people can mail in. My chances started looking worse, but I didn't realize that until I had already been in line for 4 hours on a Saturday morning, and by then I couldn't just leave the line. I mean, I had already spent 4 hours there and I couldn't just throw that all away. So instead I decided to stay 3 and 1/2 more hours to get my big break. And all it turned out to be was 2 minutes in front of a video camera that they will send to judges to screen through later. And when it came time to do the actual on-camera audition, I was nervous and I'm sure I talked too fast and sounded like a goof (not that I'm not a goof, but at least I'm not a nervous one).